I haven't really been the "good" person I usually am...
I have no idea why, how, when, why, nor any of those W questions...

Half the world hates me at the moment, and I dunno why I've done what I've done to make them hate me...

I told Jane (yes, my girlfriend, idiot), that I wanted to stay home this Christmas holidays to be with my family, since I've been with them for 15 years already. She doesn't want to understand or believe that I want to see... I REALLY REALLY do... not only see her, but smell her too (hmm... cotton candy *lick*)...

Over all of this, I'm quite sick. I have the flu and my head hurts. I've been wondering why so many people step over me (not literally)...

My Spanish teacher recentely (6 weeks ago), got in a big fight with his wife, and has been telling us everything about it. He says that his wife only uses him for the money (he's a college teacher), but that he loves her. Last week, I think, he said he was going to stop being so nice to everyone because everyone steps over him. I wonder if that's what I should do, too. Poor guy.

I don't know what to do... just tired of it all...

If I could go meet you Janey with my parents' permission for sure, I'd go... I swear... I love you with all my heart, and these couple of days that we've been bad have been one of the toughest to beat and defeat. I didn't make you think that I wanted to go, because I DO wanna go... it's weird... No se... But I'm not a bad person, and you know that, and I'd never wanna hurt you. Not even when you're bad to me do I wanna hurt you...

TE AMO, JANEY. IF I HAD MONEY AND WAS AN ADULT, I'D BUY YOU A PLANET, THE SEA, OR THE US.... but since I don't, I can't even buy you a livejournal account. Sorry...